Fingerpainting: A story of Olivia. Her Journey During, After, Since…
***Disclaimer: This entry contains sensitive information about mental illness and the struggle to overcome it. Please reach out to Betterhelp.com, your local hospital, or clergy if you, or someone you know, is struggling with mental illness.*** Fingerpainting: A story of Olivia. Her journey During, After, Since… During: It felt so easy. Just slip into it like warm water. Inviting like open arms. Sleek like heated oil to barely damp skin. Her brain drunk it in. The seducing sadness crept around her mind. Its fog reaching in to darken every place warm light had never been until there was nothing but darkness. She watched it play around her feet. Coiling her thoughts within its squirming mass. Each day began with a sigh. The alarm rang. The first thoughts of everyday were critical. She steadied herself against the hate she felt for the days new sun. Its faithful rising always taunted her. It never wavered and brought its yellow sun and blue skies. She wondered, ‘Why can’t I wake up ...